Sleep and Signs of Spring

Thanks to everyone who has sent messages of support in the last few days!

It's now been two days since my second round of "chemunotherapy," and so far I am doing OK. I feel a bit weird and weak, and I have a metallic taste in my mouth, but all in all things aren't too bad yet. Tomorrow and the next day are expected to be the worst, though, so we'll see how things go from here. This time I have my new ultra-soft toothbrush, so hopefully my gums won't start bleeding again. 

I looked at the numbers for my blood counts. I wouldn't have been given the therapy on Monday if they had been too bad, but now I look at them myself, to my inexpert but increasingly informed eye they look pretty good. Not perfect (which would be too much to ask), but pretty good for a cancer patient.

On Monday my oncologist gave me an additional medicine for nausea. (I do find it notable—and useful—how willing doctors are to prescribe just about anything if one has cancer.) So far I have felt almost no nausea, which already puts me ahead of the last round's experience by several hours. The new stuff has also has the positive side effect of making me sleepy. I was expecting extreme insomnia the night after the treatment but instead slept quite well. Then I have taken long naps the two following afternoons. This seems to me to be a good way of spending time post-chemo!

The weather being absolutely lovely this afternoon, I tottered outdoors to check on my crocuses (pictured). These signs of spring bring me great comfort.

Welcome signs of renewal