They say that an ancient Chinese curse states, "May you come to the attention of important people." At first glance it looks like a blessing, but it turns out to be a curse.
I can't help thinking about this supposed curse as I navigate the healthcare system. Things get done much more quickly and attentively when you have a cancer diagnosis and have thereby gained the attention of medical specialists. But there's a risk in that, as I recently experienced.
My most recent scan raised a question entirely unrelated to my mesothelioma. That finding led to a search for a kidney stone or other potential blockage (like a tumor), which in turn led to a painful week with a stent inside of me, followed by another painful day after the removal of the stent. It all turned out to be a wild goose chase: there was in fact no blockage. If I had had any idea how painful the whole process would be, I would have refused the testing and waited either to develop symptoms or for my next scan to show whether it was going to be an ongoing finding or not. But the important people said I should do it just in case, and I was all too aware that my body can malfunction in significant ways. At least the episode is now over!
In cheerier news, spring is coming on quickly. I do love spring!
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| Happy Spring! |
